You let the Devil in 😈
Ever since he agreed to go on this trip with Zari, his mind's been turning over and over about it. Technically, yes, the Legends are adults. Some of them even managed to survive for years without them aboard (which seems miraculous now.) But that doesn't make it any easier for him to leave his hatchlings, no matter how many speeches Sara has about how they only live once and they should go enjoy themselves. And he knows Ava has pulled Zari aside to essentially say the same thing just in a more Ava type way.
The thing is, even when John is running away, it's never for long and he's usually only pretending to dick off. As he thinks back over the years, has he ever taken a real vacation? Ever? Something creepy or crawly always manages to find him wherever he goes and that's weighing heavily on his mind as well. If the team will be safe without him, will Zari be safe with him?
He keeps starting and stopping packing, not like it matters when he knows Zari is going to make him get a whole different wardrobe the second they're alone. He's been avoiding that one for long enough so he's kind of resigned to the whole affair honestly. Packing means leaving though, indefinitely the way his life goes. What if they damage the timeline by being out there together? And again, what if the Legends really really need them??
Yeah, so he's spiraling. When Zari finds him, he'll be pacing the length of his room back and forth - back and forth. Every time he crosses his suitcase, he drops something new in and/or takes something out so that the job never actually gets finished. He's so absorbed in his weird, manic ritual that he doesn't even notice her coming in until she's right in front of him. Her sudden appearance (from his perspective) actually makes him jump before he manages to focus his foggy gaze on her.
The thing is, even when John is running away, it's never for long and he's usually only pretending to dick off. As he thinks back over the years, has he ever taken a real vacation? Ever? Something creepy or crawly always manages to find him wherever he goes and that's weighing heavily on his mind as well. If the team will be safe without him, will Zari be safe with him?
He keeps starting and stopping packing, not like it matters when he knows Zari is going to make him get a whole different wardrobe the second they're alone. He's been avoiding that one for long enough so he's kind of resigned to the whole affair honestly. Packing means leaving though, indefinitely the way his life goes. What if they damage the timeline by being out there together? And again, what if the Legends really really need them??
Yeah, so he's spiraling. When Zari finds him, he'll be pacing the length of his room back and forth - back and forth. Every time he crosses his suitcase, he drops something new in and/or takes something out so that the job never actually gets finished. He's so absorbed in his weird, manic ritual that he doesn't even notice her coming in until she's right in front of him. Her sudden appearance (from his perspective) actually makes him jump before he manages to focus his foggy gaze on her.

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"How good you are at taking care of me?" She quips, breath hitching as his hands move.
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"Mm, that," he agrees diplomatically, rocking his hips against her thigh as he feels her up, happy to linger there as he follows her earlier advice to burn this into his mind's eye. "And how bloody perfect we look together."
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"That's because we are perfect together." Zari agrees breathlessly. She finds herself growing more comfortable with being the subject of this particular scene. The rock elicits another moan, this time of John's name. Zari thinks she's never looked prettier with that name on her tongue. "You better remember." She warns him not for the first time. The context is infinitely less depressing.
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"How could I ever forget?" he whispers against her skin, thumbs giving a final roll to her nipples in farewell as both hands skim purposefully down her belly. He knows he'll never forget how his name sounds in her passioned voice, seared into him even more permanently than the vision she makes completely giving herself over to him; and to them.
One hand grips the inside of her thigh almost too hard while the other in sharp contrast dips two fingers between her folds to gently stroke her with a featherlight touch. At the same time, he tastes the newly proffered skin, a bit of her soap blending pleasantly with the familiar. Somehow, he can never get enough of her, even when he feels like he's explored every millimeter.
"Someday maybe I'll convince you to record this too. For our eyes only, of course." John kisses her throat again with that, fingers working cleverly against her clit, enjoying feeling it swell in his touch while he watches her squirm into the touch. He's sure absolutely nothing would turn him on more than watching how much Zari wants him in real time. He doesn't have to understand why they're made for each other to agree that they are, thankfully.
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She shudders as his fingers slip between the folds, predictably squirming against him with each little touch. Zari laughs huskily, somehow managing to hang onto some of that confidence even as he undoes her. "You're going to need a lot more than clever fingers to talk me into that." Those never end well in her business. Her only comfort is it's hard to lose a career when your sex tape can literally break the timeline. "Nice try."
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The whole point of this is committing her to memory so they don't have to record this anyway. His only concern is he's doing this out of a fear of losing her, but he forces himself to stay in the moment rather than investigate that. One finger slowly presses inside her while thumb and forefinger pinch that little bundle of nerves and his teeth drop to scrape along her pulse-point.
His hand wraps around hers from her thigh and gently directs it to grip the edge of the vanity, forcing her to pitch forward just a little as he once again grabs at her chest. "As long as you never forget either," he warns suddenly, grinding into her more purposefully this time to clearly spell his intent.
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She allows herself to be directed, a thready exhale at the implication even before he grinds against her. It's tempting to close her eyes again, like going on a ride you know will be intense. Zari decides not to back down. She wants this burned into her brain too. Change is inevitable and beautiful. She knows she'll need this if it happens tomorrow or a decade from now even if she won't let the thought go further than that.
"You're not going to let me." She points out, Cheshire smile back in full force. The words are pitchy given where his hands are, but she tries her best to infuse that assertive tone he seems to enjoy so much into every word despite that. "Are you?" Zari squeezes that vanity surface a little tighter. It's something of a challenge as well as permission. She anticipates he'll meet it.
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"Not a chance," he agrees heartily, his own voice hoarse though this is downright quiet for them. Deciding he's had enough of the tease, John meets her eyes soulfully in their reflection before withdrawing his fingers all together, though he can't resist the farewell stroke he gives her mound. His body echoes her shudder as he draws back just enough to set things up properly, one hand pressing down on her back until the angle is right while his other lines himself up, biting back noise for the anticipation of how her slick walls will feel closing in on him. "I love you."
He hadn't wholly meant to say it, at least not in this moment, but it serves as a reminder for them both which is what this is about, right? Refusing to dwell in how silly the sudden blurt makes him feel, John wastes no more time before pressing a thigh between hers to spread her legs wider then slipping into her tight body from behind. His eyes instantly seek hers in the mirror, his blown-out black but determined to stay locked on hers as he nudges all the way inside with a low grunt.
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She gasps softly as he enters her, walls adjusting to him as ever as he continues to slip inside. It's different, but in a good way. Zari meets his gaze with fondness even as her eyes darken rapidly. "I love you too." She reassures John without any shame. It's a simple fact for her. "Let me feel it." She implores John gently. The beauty of him is knowing however he takes that will fantastic.
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"Hold on," he urges, ready and willing to fulfill her wish but not if it means hurting her; John would never betray her trust that way the way he would others, and deep down he knows that's why she trusts him at all. Once she grips the granite surface of the sink, John snaps his hips, letting her feel the girth of him filling her up as deep as he can go. He closes his eyes for a long beat despite his best efforts, unable to cope with the onslaught of sensation and drink her in at once.
Prying his eyes open again, John locks his gaze with hers in the mirror and licks his lips, as always showing incredible restraint because it's what gets them both off. He'll get to the good stuff once they've both had enough of the tease of denial, but from experience he knows that could be a while. One hand reaches up to palm at her shoulder, pushing her down even more to improve their angle while his other bites into her hip.
"Can you feel it?" he rasps, starting to build a steady if punishing rhythm of backing out completely before rocking forward to fill her to the hilt, conscious of the way he drags along her insides and careful to brush up against every spot to light her up along the way.
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She manages to be patient for John, allowing him to make adjustments as needed for both of them. It's well worth it as always. A full body shudder overtakes Zari as he fills her up, gasping at the sensation at this angle. Watching him having to close his eyes is so satisfying; in some ways more than what they are doing itself. Just being inside her does this to him. Zari wonders who wouldn't get off on that alone and smiles from that satisfaction of it.
It doesn't last long, of course. Her eyes flutter shut at first, moaning slow and needy as he drags his way through her, hitting all the right beats along the way. They're in for the long tease then. She didn't expect anything less from John. "Yes." She answers breathlessly, meeting his gaze again. Her grip that steady surface strengthens. Zari has to bite down on her lip as she regrets being able to kiss him. She'll have to make a day before they leave "Don't stop." As if there's any chance of that happening. Zari can't help being bossy for the sake of it.
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Her gaze blows out as he helps her straighten up a little more. She whimpers, barely able to cope with so many sensations hitting her at once. It's only the slow pace of his thrusts that keeps her from falling over the edge altogether without him which is inexcusable to Zari. Her lips part to string words together, but it's only more panting for a handful of seconds.
"John." She's not even sure what she wants at this point. It's all Zari can manage under the circumstances. It's thrilling in its own way that she's past the point already of even empty commands. He has her completely. Her toes curl into the hard surface of the floor as she processes all of it.
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"You make that sound so pretty," he praises, the warmth in his voice palpable as he presses his chest more firmly against her back and reaches his other hand up from her hip to toy with a nipple. He rolls the hardened peak between his fingers gently in time with the strokes of his hips before pinching suddenly and sharply to give her much-needed contrast while hopefully still holding back enough to draw this out some more. Though he wouldn't be disappointed in the least if she came now, it would only give him an excuse to get her off again with him.
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His own release is secondary, or even tertiary; something he pushes entirely out of his mind to focus completely on the task at hand. His lips press hotly to her ear as he turns his hand, curling it around her wrist to direct her palm against her own breast.
"You can, my love. Be greedy," he urges of her, sealing the statement with a pointed nibble to her earlobe. He starts building a more steady rhythm for them both, one he knows he can sustain while he reaches out this time for the edge of the sink himself to gain the leverage he needs. John snaps his hips a few times hard, knowing he could come from that alone but still needing to completely overload her senses to be truly satisfied. His hand moves back between her legs, not teasing this time as he touches, the slight callous of his palm and fingertips working against that sensitive nub at her core while he surrounds her in every other way he's able.
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It's once that hardened surface touches that bit of nerves, Zari knows she's absolutely done. The pressure builds to something she cannot manage it any longer. Zari hits her edge and spills over with his name on her lips, letting him bring her down safely with each touch.
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"I can wait," he says, as if giving her a hint to his motives, unending patience as always at the heart of every intimate interaction between them.
Gently, he pulls back, mouth falling slack at the sensation of being exposed to the air still hard and ready for her. John gives one last look in the mirror, both of their faces in flushed bliss he won't soon forget, but he's so missed her embrace. He turns her towards him carefully, making sure her feet can support her own weight before resting both hands on the cool granite behind her and leaning in for an impassioned kiss. His neglected member bobs insistently against her hip, but he ignores it to deepen the contact for whatever short stretch of time he can hold his breath, addicted already to the slide of his tongue against hers - like a parched man in the desert who's just found a spring of fresh water.
As the kiss breaks, his face tips in against hers, forehead to temple. "I want to give you everything." Even he isn't sure the total significance of that confession, but he sounds like he's practically bursting with it, letting her come down and absorb that at once because he doesn't intend to rest for long.
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All Zari cares about right now is the feel of his tongue sliding against hers. The declaration that follows makes it hard to catch her breath. The cool surface behind her does much to keep her rooted in the moment. What does that even mean for people like them? They're not exactly going to go hunting for the perfect house, a diamond ring, or plan their 2.5 Muslim babies.
Zari doesn't doubt his sincerity in the slightest. Her thumbs brush over his cheekbones lovingly, gaze soft and appreciative. "I'd let you." She admits softly. That's no small thing for Zari. This is a self-made woman whose trust was betrayed early on in life. It's not easy for her to take anything from anyone. Zari trusts John wouldn't use it as a bargaining chip to control her like others would. "I love you so much." Another soft admission, followed by a laugh that concedes just how cheesy that sounds. He always brings that sappy side of her out so no big surprise there.
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"I know," he admits, tone watery as he nudges his pelvic bone against hers, testing her sensitivity while scratching his own itch. It might sound dismissive coming from anyone else, but John says it like a prayer - and with the deep knowledge he has of life and all that lies beyond. He helps her lift one hip against the sink, knowing this will be short-lived so it doesn't matter if the positioning is a little precarious; in fact, maybe it's sexier this way. His heart races against her skin as he reaches down to gently guide himself to her entrance at this entirely new angle. He whispers against her lips, breathing tremulous but calm as he asks of her: "Tell me when."
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A shiver goes through her as he tests them. Zari is pulled out of her feelings long enough to remember they still have to take care of him. She follows the lead he sets of her, brow lifting at the choice, but going along with it. It is actually a little sexier to go this route especially with the beat of his heart dancing against her skin.
Zari braces both hands on his shoulders as he guides himself, eyes half-lidded as his lips brush up against hers. Her tummy does flips in anticipation. "I want you back inside me now." Direct, but soft. She swallows already in anticipation, surprising herself by how much more she has left to give.
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His hips surge forward, not as gentle as he'd intended but he realizes instantly he isn't hurting her at the slickness he still finds. John bows his head to her shoulder, lips pressing to her throat as he buries himself inside her physically and in all other aspects. "How does it feel?" he asks, voice barely audible as it muffles against her skin the moment it tumbles out. He's certain he's never felt so desperate before and he's already addicted to the feeling, not waiting for Zari's reply before drawing back only to thrust back in twice as hard.
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The rest is about finally being in a place where it's just them. Maybe this is what the first man and woman felt like; completely lost in each other and the bliss of that. Zari only knows she's flipping through idle thoughts as the familiar bubble of pleasure rips through her; body still willing and ready for John even if her brain has her floating outside herself.
The second thrust brings her more into the present moment, a soft moan escaping her as lights dance in front her of her closed eyes. Her eyes slowly open again, fingers digging into his shoulders. "Perfect. Keep going, baby. Whatever you need." The last part falls out of her like an afterthought, but it's a sincere promise all the same. She licks her lips as she soaks in the way he feels surrounded by her, finding it just as addicting as her brain starts to boot back up. "You're doing so good." Zari praises, kissing the side of his head lazily.
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"Yeah?" he prompts, though he knows she wouldn't feed him platitudes, he still craves more of her praise. "Need to be good enough for you." It comes out on a sigh and though he only means it as a callback to her telling him to take what he needs from her, that one obviously stems from some deep self-loathing place. John finds himself clutching her tighter as a result, going breathless as their chests meld and their pubic bones grind.
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She does her best to rock forward, pushing down on the spot where their pubic bones can meet. He won't let her fall over. "I liked that. That's what I need." She murmurs into his ear. Zari can play this game if it makes John happy. "Keep me close." She practically pants it against his ear. Turnabout is fair play.
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